This memorial website is dedicated in loving memory to Jennifer (Jenf) my much better half – who I so terribly miss.
In loving memory…
Is a loving memory of a loved one that passed away the ultimate definer of our lives?
What are our lives but a collection of memories? Memories of events, experiences, emotions, all stamped onto our nervous systems, all leading to here and now, making each of us the person we are today. Without memories, the present would be void of context. Void of the moments of life that make a life. Void of the substance that defines each of us.
A memory isn’t simply a thing you have. Its a promise. Its a vow to the one you love. Remembering is a search.
We think of memories as filed-away facts stored safely in the brain, when actually, everything that’s happened to us since the event we remember has altered the memory of that event, providing a new filter through which we experience it, a filter that changes and forgets, exaggerates and combines – morphs. But the pure experience still lives within us because the brain has the ability to remember every event that’s ever happened to us, down to the greatest of detail. The problem is, we have no way to clear the filters of time and get back to the truth unless we have a snapshot or video to trigger a detailed memory.
We define our lives by our memories. Who we are on a particular day is the result of memories from every day before. Memories of true happiness are what make life worth living, but they are so often lost in a sea of bad ones. We are nothing more than the memories we keep. Memories of overwhelming joy, profound sadness, gratitude, pride, grief, despair, remorse, passion, and regret…
The strongest memories we carry with us are ones of hope, and love. We’re all the remains of unfulfilled dreams. We are just the sum of our memories.
I will forever be so grateful to have made a lifetime of memories with my much better half – Jenf.
I hope you will join me to pass on your feelings and memories of Jenf’s time with you and yours. Since this memorial website is in the cloud, Jenf must be able to see and hear us.